so i had a good weekend.

* watched stars

* hung out

* and hung out with a an old friend once again.

i have been hanging out with some old friends its been interesting (in a good way)

stilll have my bff thank god do not know what i woudl do with out her....

here are just some random pics.

 ddr. shake it bailey.

me and steveieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

dustin

mattress thing i forgot the name

kurt and ash... while we were watching the stars.

mattttttttttty watching the stars

me and bailey

they fell. they fell bad.

 jed and mitch

fun night.

"          "

it was fun...

i was freezing.

me and my sis ( im like albino to her)

tess& brittany.  gooood times at lunch

well thats all

<3 love. all.

           new number:3170402

so lets just say that my phone is gone for a while.. it broke today

    


               think i will be getting this one

or a sidekick or a razor dk yet im really pissed tho my phone had everything in it didnt want a new one AT all

  so i have a game i get to go sweat in and play in sure im up for that...
then i get to go fill up on food and my dads stories about his trip cant wait!?!?!

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later

jisel               

editt//: i need to have a talk to you... i think something has happened we as in your kids are willing to help even though u were never there...  couldn't go to homecoming to see your 18yr. old walk. or my game u promised u wouldnt miss but it simply slipped your mind? or not be there for senior night or not even being there our whole life we are willing to help you cause we both have agreed  that something is wrong but until you come out with it we can't help you.

sincerely your daughter

Do you have any idea how it feels?
To want the one thing
You know you can't have?

i sure do....

good song...

james blunt:goodbye my lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow

   so tonight i thought about stuff

1. how i yell at my family members like they are trash
2. why am i giving my dad so much forgivness when he deserves a punch in the face
3. how saturday was the last dance competition i will ever have to sit through.
4.why havent i been to chruch since easter xmas doesnt count.
5. why i want to move
6. how i hate talking on the phone i shouldnt even have a cell
7. how i hate being treated like a 5yr. when im 14 soon 15.

                random stuff i know
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i want to dye my hair like blonde color but yet idk
   last night was hell i hated being around all that dancing stuff.
            all people were there were:

          omg all i do is eat sleep and dance!!! yay



wanted to die?

                               today tho made up for that .

hung out at reeds with ashley reed matt and a tad bit alex m.

i had some fun and i made some really good cookie dough.
      tomorrow game not up for it.

                                           i want royal blue eyes with like orange in them that would be neat
   im already wanting the weekend to come and its sunday at 8:45 i can already tell this week will be a slow week.

im out

                        <3jisel